Question:

People wonder why if captivity was so bad why do I still live this way?

Answer:

Trauma effects people differently & some deeper traumas draw one

into the subject matter more rather than away, though for me I was

I think taken a stage further and was re-born to this life so for me its

fairly normal. I usually state that the brainwash is/was so complete

much of what was before was erased and we live on from that point

in time, for me what I am today is based on that time, for most

people how they was brought up is how they are today.