Dear Receptwmn   Thankyou for your lovely article.   Yes Receptwmn my indocrination is also to apply/accept only the maximums, I like to think I will face up to incursions I may have committed without making excuses and I put it that way because in some instances my explainations may have appeared as excuses, which seperates blindly accepting what comes, though I would do so in the end.   Another slave friend of mine, she told me tonight that it is only that membership does not know what I am capable off that they may make them hesitant and safety conscious.   Moving on one does build up a certain tolerance especially if whipped on a regular basis, though markings vary on individual bodies as does the healing process, though my whippings are more spaced out these days [slave aureus looks @ Master] I heal quite fast in a matter of hours, though it was not always like that.   The second part to this is complicated because I was not in a consensual environment which is not what the BDSM scenes promote, thereby there was only concern for my health and being able to take the punishment, I marked up quite alot and took longer to heal, although because the whippings were regular & constant stripes clashed with stripes. I only remember coming to terms with this mentally as I thought this was my then life to be.....   I do believe that if one is in mental submission and accepts what comes the healing process is improved or the tolerance is improved a sort of balance and/or a sort of harmony is effected....   The care was to remain healthy so that continued punishments could ensue, only cuts were treated with what I thought was iodine or similar, but regular bathing of the whipped bodies followed most whippings and in salted water. In the scene scenario I reccommend about half a teaspoon of baby oil to at least a half a bath of water, helps the skin to retain the moisture that whippings drive out of the body. But after not before. Broken skin or cuts need proper attention first...   I am these days a qualified first aider ..... hope this answers your questions Receptwmn, or let me know..Thankyou for your mail and send my wishes to your Master.  

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